淳太ーはぴぱ(･∀･)
ハワイに来てもうすぐ一年！
いいことも悪いこともいっぱいありました。
てゆーかケータイに淳太の写真が一枚もないっつう事態。笑
いつから見てないんだろうー？
今の淳太がどんなだかさっぱり分からないし！
思い出すこともなかったし！笑
でもちゃんと今日の日にちで淳太を思い出した私はやっぱ淳太くんにキュンキュンだわ♡ってことに今日はしておきます(･∀･)
Googleで頂きましたが最近なんだか古いんだか分からんわ(･∀･)
永遠に現実逃避をして生きていくのかと思ってたけど。
この一年、現実に向かい合い過ぎて吐き気がしそうです。笑
帰ったらおたく活動はもうしないと思います。
あーでも清木場とFTISLANDのライヴは行きたいかなー(･∀･)
淳太はもう見に行かないかなー。
つーか、今日は淳太の誕生日だった！笑
なんにしろ、やっぱ淳太はかわいいわあー(*´Д`*)♡
I'm enjoying Hawaii life since I came here,so I've completely forgot Jyunta. I might not love him anymore,when I go back to Japan. I realized that it's important that my real life,not a fake. I have to open my eyes because of my life. I'm not sure it's a good for my future. but I should.
I had some experience with somebody here who are not Japanese. I had some feelings to them. I don't know it's a good for me. Even if it's a bad,I think it's important feelings for me. because I haven't had it for a long time.Maybe needed it.
I'm gonna fall in love with someone,if I'm in Japan. I have to get over..unhappy.. I don't wanna blame him,but now,can't do it yet. I'm gonna cry and have sad for him,when leave here. but I won't loose.
Even though I couldn't tell him anything any more,I wouldn't have any regret. Just forget it.
It's hard I know,but I have no long time. I can't do to talk to later. What should I do..
Anyway,I just wanna enjoy,also so far!and then I'll solve it. It takes a long time to forget it. I have no time to worry about him.
I'm too busy and tiered these days. I can't do anything for me.
Then I miss my friends who live in Japan,so wanna see everybody soooon♡
친구 빨리 보고 싶어요(･∀･)！！
iPhoneからの投稿
ハワイに来てもうすぐ一年！
いいことも悪いこともいっぱいありました。
てゆーかケータイに淳太の写真が一枚もないっつう事態。笑
いつから見てないんだろうー？
今の淳太がどんなだかさっぱり分からないし！
思い出すこともなかったし！笑
でもちゃんと今日の日にちで淳太を思い出した私はやっぱ淳太くんにキュンキュンだわ♡ってことに今日はしておきます(･∀･)
Googleで頂きましたが最近なんだか古いんだか分からんわ(･∀･)
永遠に現実逃避をして生きていくのかと思ってたけど。
この一年、現実に向かい合い過ぎて吐き気がしそうです。笑
帰ったらおたく活動はもうしないと思います。
あーでも清木場とFTISLANDのライヴは行きたいかなー(･∀･)
淳太はもう見に行かないかなー。
つーか、今日は淳太の誕生日だった！笑
なんにしろ、やっぱ淳太はかわいいわあー(*´Д`*)♡
I'm enjoying Hawaii life since I came here,so I've completely forgot Jyunta. I might not love him anymore,when I go back to Japan. I realized that it's important that my real life,not a fake. I have to open my eyes because of my life. I'm not sure it's a good for my future. but I should.
I had some experience with somebody here who are not Japanese. I had some feelings to them. I don't know it's a good for me. Even if it's a bad,I think it's important feelings for me. because I haven't had it for a long time.Maybe needed it.
I'm gonna fall in love with someone,if I'm in Japan. I have to get over..unhappy.. I don't wanna blame him,but now,can't do it yet. I'm gonna cry and have sad for him,when leave here. but I won't loose.
Even though I couldn't tell him anything any more,I wouldn't have any regret. Just forget it.
It's hard I know,but I have no long time. I can't do to talk to later. What should I do..
Anyway,I just wanna enjoy,also so far!and then I'll solve it. It takes a long time to forget it. I have no time to worry about him.
I'm too busy and tiered these days. I can't do anything for me.
Then I miss my friends who live in Japan,so wanna see everybody soooon♡
친구 빨리 보고 싶어요(･∀･)！！
iPhoneからの投稿