29.8.2005-10.5.2010
I had to put my dog to sleep yesterday.. it was kinda easy decision because he was very sick and it was almost painful to watch his suffering everyday.
I feel suprisingly normal atm. But yesterday I was trying very hard not to cry when we went to the vet and I succeeded quite well, until I came back home... I'm glad I was alone because I absolutely hate crying (in my head crying makes me weak) and usually I dont cry. I didint cry even when I sprained my knee badly ww
Anyway, yesterday I cried so much that I almost couldnt breath . . . . sounds so pathetic (￣_￣ i)
Well, well.. what else, hmm.
If someone knows how to get a bed to Helsinki without a car, please tell ww
I should move to Helsinki soon, but I cant do that if I cant get my bed with me.
That's all for today
oh, and here's a pic of meee
