No title cos my brain isn't really functioning

It's about time I stop being panicky about anything and just pretend I'm not affected by anything in future.

I guess all the changing of myself these few years is stopping me from doing irrational things.
Am i even doing the right thing now to just salvage it?
I don't feel myself in me.

I guess just changing myself will make everyone happy.


So for that I'll be having to say sorry to everyone who i've done wrong when I was myself during that period.
I'm sorry.