I just wanna go back to how we were in the past.
And to be able to do that I guess i'll have to become someone stupid again. I'm not that clever now but not as stupid as before.
I can only try to become a kid again and just be ignorant of everything.

I guess I'm the only one at fault for causing the unhappiness which I have a very strong feeling will be a barrier between us in the future if I continue. I just dun wanna give up at this point of time. I just want a blissful, loving and long lastingrelationship without any secrets.

I was heartbroken when he says he's pressured by everyone including me.

I guess after this post, there won't be any emo posts cos that's what I'm supposed to be if I stillwant this r/s. A stupid ignorant kid.