It's 3.23am now and I just woke up from a horrible nightmare. This is why I hate having stress at work. It affects everyone.
I locked myself in and went to sleep the moment I reached home at 6.30pm. Turned off my phone completely cos there were nuisances calling me non stop and I was about to go crazy. Yes and I really mean crazy cos I was looking downstairs outta my window and was thinking how it will feel like if I were to start flying outside. I got to get control of myself.
I know you might think I'm still sore about it but I can tell you I'm not. This is why I should just disappear when I had a bad day. So it doesn't affect any single soul. I have only myself as a friend. It doesn't matter anyway as long as I don't cause trouble for you ain't it. So yea, it will be like this for as long as I live since it's my fault for not liking to talk or ask for suggestions.
I think I need to purchase some pills to make me sleep all the way through again. It's coming back.
I locked myself in and went to sleep the moment I reached home at 6.30pm. Turned off my phone completely cos there were nuisances calling me non stop and I was about to go crazy. Yes and I really mean crazy cos I was looking downstairs outta my window and was thinking how it will feel like if I were to start flying outside. I got to get control of myself.
I know you might think I'm still sore about it but I can tell you I'm not. This is why I should just disappear when I had a bad day. So it doesn't affect any single soul. I have only myself as a friend. It doesn't matter anyway as long as I don't cause trouble for you ain't it. So yea, it will be like this for as long as I live since it's my fault for not liking to talk or ask for suggestions.
I think I need to purchase some pills to make me sleep all the way through again. It's coming back.