Here I am sitting on my bed, updating my blog.
I recently got to talk to a long lost friend or I would say an online friend. Whatever it is, it was nice catching up again. It has been years since we last chatted.
This particular friend is probably the only one amongst the few that inspired me to chase my dreams back then. This friend was an awesome blogger, Not one that you usually would see gossiping about the latest news, or entertaining anyone so his blog would be famous or what. Just inspirational entries. You must be damn delighted I'm having this entry about you eh?
But yea, just reading back again on his entries just makes me realize how much I've grown over the years. But does all these growing up make me truly happy? Well, yea there are definitely stuff that makes me happy, but there were so many things I did in the past that makes me feel accomplished, and of cause since I was young back then I didn't have that much of a responsibility. Now that I'm of a certain age, I had to work in a line that I don't really like but at least can help me with paying my bills and all. It just seems like a process everyone in this society has to go through.
I would very much want to follow my dreams but does this society really allow me to? I aspired to be the best ballerina when I was in my teens, obstacles came in the way I was probably not that strong enough mentally and physically wise to continue what I aspired to be.
I then aspired to be a makeup artist, in particular a bridal makeup artist. I was then stopped again since my parents think I was too young, so they just signed me up for a general aesthetician's diploma thinking that this would definitely get me a job anywhere since there are so many job vacancies for one.
Now that's I've lost my job, I've slowed down my pace and started thinking again... Let's hope this time the laws of attraction helps.
Ciaos,
golliwog
I recently got to talk to a long lost friend or I would say an online friend. Whatever it is, it was nice catching up again. It has been years since we last chatted.
This particular friend is probably the only one amongst the few that inspired me to chase my dreams back then. This friend was an awesome blogger, Not one that you usually would see gossiping about the latest news, or entertaining anyone so his blog would be famous or what. Just inspirational entries. You must be damn delighted I'm having this entry about you eh?
But yea, just reading back again on his entries just makes me realize how much I've grown over the years. But does all these growing up make me truly happy? Well, yea there are definitely stuff that makes me happy, but there were so many things I did in the past that makes me feel accomplished, and of cause since I was young back then I didn't have that much of a responsibility. Now that I'm of a certain age, I had to work in a line that I don't really like but at least can help me with paying my bills and all. It just seems like a process everyone in this society has to go through.
I would very much want to follow my dreams but does this society really allow me to? I aspired to be the best ballerina when I was in my teens, obstacles came in the way I was probably not that strong enough mentally and physically wise to continue what I aspired to be.
I then aspired to be a makeup artist, in particular a bridal makeup artist. I was then stopped again since my parents think I was too young, so they just signed me up for a general aesthetician's diploma thinking that this would definitely get me a job anywhere since there are so many job vacancies for one.
Now that's I've lost my job, I've slowed down my pace and started thinking again... Let's hope this time the laws of attraction helps.
Ciaos,
golliwog