It's 5.58am now and I'm lying here on this hard rock bed in the hospital with eyes wide open and a needle sticking by my arm. Updating here since no one really reads this blog anymore and I needed somewhere to let out my feelings to.
Fainted this evening outside my corridor and my neighbor brought me to the A&E. great job neighbor. but am gonna tell them to just leave me there next time if they see me faint again. Doc insisted I stayed overnight cos I was having a fever and a very low blood pressure. bummer. tried to convince that I was fine but didn't work. Didn't want my parents to worry so I called them to say I was gonna stay overnight at mousie's house.
I just hate staying at hospitals. makes me feel weaker. but at least now I know I'm in any kind of shit situation on my own. I can't really trust anyone with my life now. I only have me to fall back on and I'm not even sure if I can handle it. but this is THE only option.
Gonna have to wait for at least another 2 more hours before I can be discharged. I need time to quicken up its pace to let me out of this dreaded place.
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Fainted this evening outside my corridor and my neighbor brought me to the A&E. great job neighbor. but am gonna tell them to just leave me there next time if they see me faint again. Doc insisted I stayed overnight cos I was having a fever and a very low blood pressure. bummer. tried to convince that I was fine but didn't work. Didn't want my parents to worry so I called them to say I was gonna stay overnight at mousie's house.
I just hate staying at hospitals. makes me feel weaker. but at least now I know I'm in any kind of shit situation on my own. I can't really trust anyone with my life now. I only have me to fall back on and I'm not even sure if I can handle it. but this is THE only option.
Gonna have to wait for at least another 2 more hours before I can be discharged. I need time to quicken up its pace to let me out of this dreaded place.
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