(originally posted on 2017-04-01 | 21:07:01)
It’s decided that my older sister is gradually coming back to work.
I want to take this opportunity to thank everyone who’s given us great support thus far.
Thank you so much.
On the day she fainted,
she was shaking and screamed,
“Mao-chan, I am so sorry.
I’m so sorry that I can’t help you, Mao-chan.
But don’t worry. I’m all right.
I will help you.”
She is my dearest sister.
I don’t want to make her sad,
to be honest.
My older sister is always cheerful and
she’s been taking care of me since we were small.
No matter where we are, she’s been always supportive of me.
About family,
I think it doesn’t matter what they can do or what you want from them.
Their existence is just enough and that is so precious.
When I once turned my back on the treatment,
my mother shouted too.
“Follow the natural order in death.
I want you to color my lips when I die!”
This is the word from my mother who gave me life.
My father says,
“At the end, there’s nothing we can do but just have to wait for fate.
But until you hit that end, you should keep indomitable hope and never give up.”
This is so my father.
Every single memory with my family is locked away in my mind.