(originally posted on 2017-04-19 | 14:32:21)
It’s been already 5 days since my last blog.
I’ve been lying down all day, these days,
because of a feeling of smothering, weird sweating and pains.
I was able to walk normally 10 days ago.
But now I can barely take 10 steps.
Last night, my mother rubbed my back and we cried together.
I am sure my family sometimes weep quietly behind my back.
It means a lot to be able to cry together.
Sadness, apology, regret, suffer, pain….
I get many feelings.
But after crying together with her, I feel a sense of relief.
No matter how crazy and painful it gets, I am never alone.
Mom, thank you for crying with me.
I mean it. Thank you….