人間関係の日記をよみました
ちなみに、スペイン坂の所にあるカフェ。“人間関係”ゎ高校生の時に友達に初めて連れてってもらってからお気に入りです
そんなに大きいわけじゃないけど、そこがまた落ち着ける感じで、友達と良くそこで恋バナとかをしました
食べ物も美味しいし、ふら～っと行って友達と喋ってるといつの間にか時間が過ぎているような、そんな場所です！！
是非行ってみてください♪
お昼とかおやつ
の時間に行くと焼きたてのスコーンが１００円くらいで食べれます！
クリームとかも付けてくれて、本当に美味しい・・・
懐かしぃーな！
日本に帰ったらまた行きたいです☆
ところで、人間関係って難しいですよねぇ～。本題に戻りますけど・・・。
私も最近人間関係で悩んでます
と、言うよりもう放棄状態です 
な～～～んか最近めんどくさくて
私の求める友達関係って何でも話せて、一緒にいて落ち着けて、何よりもお互い強い信頼関係が築けてることなんですよね。
でも別にそういう友達がいなくて困ってるわけじゃないです。
ただ、自分が思ってることとか、悩んでる事とかを一緒に話し合えないとか、自分の感情をあんまり相手の前で出せないとか・・・。
ちょっと寂しいなって思います。たまに、「これって友達って呼べるのかな？」って思っちゃいます。
だから、そう思った瞬間諦めモードに入っちゃいます
うわべだけの付き合いとか求めてないから。
大人な人ゎ苦手な相手にも笑顔で接して関係をやりくりしてるけど、子供な私にゎそれがとっても苦痛 
本気で語り合えない相手なら別にいいやって思っちゃう。
私も千夏ちゃんと同じで狭く深くっていうタイプ。
でもこうやってゆっくりだけど、心から話し合える友達がいっぱい出来た。
だから自分ゎこれで良いと思ってる。
☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*☆*ﾟ ゜ﾟ*
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I read about Human Relations in one of my favorite person's blog
Btw, there is a cafe called Human Relations in Shibuya(one of the biggest town in Tokyo)
I got to know about the cafe when I was a high school student in Tokyo. I went there often w/ my frenz and did a lot of girlz' talk
The cafe is not that big but u can feel comfortable staying there! At least for me, the cafe Human Relations was the palce where I chat w/ frenz for many hours until we had nothing else to talk about
u gotta go there once! if u go there around lunch and tea time, u can have a scone for 100 yen only!! ( less than $1)
They offer u many kinds of scones!! so tasty
I wanna go back to the topic that I wanted to talk about.
Recently I feel like human relation is so complicated and making me tired.
I sometimes give up and run away from the struggles in my mind, which come from the difficulty of being frenz w/ a peson who I don't like.
I got tired of it these days.
But it doesn't mean that all of my frenz are like that.
Sometimes I ask myself after I became frenz w/ somebody if I really think of the person as my frend.
Coz I often realize it so late that I can't really talk deep things and share my feelings w/ the person.
Although we share some conversations, I feel it's sad if we don't talk some deep things and more emotional things tgt.
That makes me feel that I have some distance from the person.
ppl who are more mature than I can control that feeling so that they can also control their relationship btw ppl around them.
But ppl like me can't think in that way.
I don't really need to have frenz like that.
I think I have the same opinion w/ Chinatsu ( one of my favorite person) that I rather want certain frenz w/ whom I can share most of my feelings