Hm......... I'm sorry to write it in English. However everybody can understand it because my writing is so easy lol And That's why I don't wanna show my depressed situation anymore obviously. Anyway.... Hm.... "I'm lonely" That's it. Actually I work in the restaurant. But.... I'm lethargic... And it's aparthy syndrome lol I know I'm silly. I can't do anything more. Just I gotta look up instead of looking down. Just I feel like alone. So I wanna go to school all the time. I really liked ILAC... I know I'm blessed with good surrounding. Nobody can study abroad easily. In my case I've gone to the school for 6 months. I traveled to Europe. And I've lived in here. That's enough. To be honest , I regret not to choose the student visa though. In my opinion I recommend the student visa... Ah I spoiled me. It must be by myself. Cheer up Eri ! Just be patient ! I have nice circumstances ! Study hard ! But I really think about to go back earlier or not. I can't make sense to stay here anymore. I think someone is gonna be angry when they see this blog. It's ridiculous to complain about it. I know because I think so too lol By the way , this writing doesn't have a purpose so I'm gonna finish it ^^ Just I wanted to kill the time ~~~ and blow off. Uh feel refreshed ! Have a good day guys !