I'm so tired to wait it...... You really don't matter to me. Why only me ? Everyday Just waiting , waiting and waiting. I don't want it anymore ~~~~ Please figure me out. You are so dull. It's insensitive. I can't see my future. By the way , I decided to go back earlier although I didn't book the ticket yet. I gotta change my flight date which I'm not sure to be able to change and need to make sure the date exactly. God. Let me go. In my head finally I'm gonna back in 40 days. "Maybe" though lol For sure , I wanna stay here more for only "English". But it's enough for me because Toronto is fucking boring city you know. That is said 1month is too much for students who study here also 2 days is sufficient for tourists lol 80 percent students who've stayed in Toronto for over 7 months say that "I wanna go back right now". Me either ! For the time being I'm gonna be patient and look forward to it ! Again and again I wrote it in English. It makes sense to remind me a lot of memories that I think and how I feel eventhough it's so small things.