Good afternoon.
I’m at the ICU because I tried to overdose and kill myself. Luckily I could call my boyfriend to call nurse, and at the last moment I came hospital.
I don’t really remember what happened this morning. But I know I tried to kill my self.
I woke up and 2 IV’s are on my both hand.
What I did was stupid.
I finally realized what the my life is.
Still my mind is so messed.
But I know I have to make a decision from now on.
It’s my life that I have to live.
Also it’s not only my life.
