Christmas this year was probably the saddest one so far. This is gonna be a totally depressing blog entry for me to vent my frustrations.
After seeing sth they might not want me to see, my mind just went haywire. I started crying to myself what is gonna happen.
At that point of time when the explanation started, I told myself yes I'm just thinking too much into it. And I tried to convince myself to just forget about it. But the more I try to forget, the more I think why such msgs can be sent to each other so easily. And the more I think "now I know why our night chats that were from sometimes to none". It just keeps coming. I'm trying my best now to just cry it off and forget. Can I...
I feel like I'm always being treated as the childish, over sensitive one. Just because I cannot take such "fun". I've always been the "matured" one in ppl's eyes my whole life ever since this year. WTF is going on with me?
After the episode today, with my epilepsy attack, it just reminds me how weak a person I am...
After seeing sth they might not want me to see, my mind just went haywire. I started crying to myself what is gonna happen.
At that point of time when the explanation started, I told myself yes I'm just thinking too much into it. And I tried to convince myself to just forget about it. But the more I try to forget, the more I think why such msgs can be sent to each other so easily. And the more I think "now I know why our night chats that were from sometimes to none". It just keeps coming. I'm trying my best now to just cry it off and forget. Can I...
I feel like I'm always being treated as the childish, over sensitive one. Just because I cannot take such "fun". I've always been the "matured" one in ppl's eyes my whole life ever since this year. WTF is going on with me?
After the episode today, with my epilepsy attack, it just reminds me how weak a person I am...